30 Dec 2020
02:00 Don't know why but the night is tough. Need to sleep but cat sleep. Overthinking has hit hard. The mind gets to that one thing. It repeatedly keeps playing in the mind. Memories hit hard. Don't know what to do. Feels like no one to discuss with. A person who makes feel special has changed. Though the family loves me but don't know why it still feels empty. Mind need someone to take out the things stored within. No games, series, episodes nothing is working out. Doesn't feel to do anything. It is night so you can't go out or do a workout or anything. So that getting physically active can change your mind. What can be done? 08:00 The night was tough. Didn't slept properly. Overthinking was at high. Waking up was ok. Still, my mind is stuck on the things. That one person, I know their life and my life is different. But now my mind will start playing sweet memories of how the person was showing love towards me. Now I don't have that person anymore. Want to...
