Welcome to the Fictional World of Aditya Pooji Chauhan(through stories, questions, statements, etc.)

14:13 You have a good family. You have good food. You have good everything. But still, something is missing from your life. Why you can't be grateful for what you have but want more? 14:15 You are lovable, caring and a very good person. But you don't have anyone in your life with whom you can share without any force. You have stored many things in your heart but still, you are strong.

08:21 Train your mind from not getting disturbed. I know it is tough but you have to eventually.

07:15 One thing disturbs me so much. Don't let it disturb you, cause it will your whole day. 18:26 Then they used to call you on their own. Now even if you can call them and they know that you must be waiting for them, they don't even care. You are like let me take the first step and call them and tell them that I miss you. But now they have their priority. Then they use to consider you as a priority but now they don't care at all.

14:12 Had lunch. Still in the thoughts while having lunch. But cannot discuss with anyone. Gave a python book for xerox.  10:54 Trying to break a habit. Already started from few days, don't know exactly. But let's assume starting on 21st of Feb and ending it after 21 days so that will be around next month that is around the 12th of march.

17:16 They want us so badly in their life. Now when we are there for them all of a sudden their life becomes good they don't need us anymore. Now we expect them to be in our life just for some time but no now they have their own priorities. Now they cant spare few minutes for us.

20:09 We get overexcited by seeing someone whereas the other person might not remember us or it might be anything. We innocently call them and make them remember us but they couldn't. 

04:29 Sometimes it feels good, for some time the dark phase catches you badly. The time can be minutes, hours. It is very tough during that time. Dont know what to do. Try best to overcome but it is waste. God please help me. Please let me love you for what you have given me. Thank you for your life. Thank you for everything - family, friends, body. Thank you so much. But please help me out with this sorrow. Please end it asap. I dont have to ask you for anything. You have given me everything at the right time. I trust you. 03:14 I am not able to sleep. In the thoughts of the person, why is the person doing this? I can feel the vibes. But will not open up. 02:45 Hello. Is there anyone? I want to talk. I want to talk to someone who open-intended, straight forward especially a girl. I don't know why but I get attached to any attractive girl and I fall for it every single moment. Also, age doesn't matter in it for me. She is on my mind 24x7 and I just couldn't get off her from...

19:01 This feeling sucks. Please I am begging you, don't ever get attached to anyone in your life. Firstly for some time, they will give so much attention more than anyone from whom you might have gotten in your life including your parents. But after sometime when they will be busy in their life, they will forget you like you are no one to them.

Don't know why but the person is acting smartly. Should it be trusted? The person is talking with you constantly. Coding - 21:00 Don't know why but head hurts. It gets stressed out. Right now I am doing Python coding which is stressful. I don't know why I have this phobia regarding coding. I am struggling too much with it. Twice I have the suicidal thoughts also during the few months. But then after watching so many videos online of motivational, spiritual and inspirational suicidal thoughts got removed forever. I get so much stressed still but now I am happy with my life with whatever I have. The parents will see us getting disturbed and will give advice not to take tension or worry. They will not be on the side and will guide properly. It is tough if you see from the child's angle. Its also not their fault because they are also struggling with their own problems in life. But if they give a little bit of attention to the child, the child will feel quite good and will g...

04:58 You are not able to sleep properly. The thoughts of the person are keeping you awake. You go to sleep but that person message has come, etc. comes in your dream. So you wake up though for the toilet. See its ok you are loving that person so much and maybe that person is also loving you so much back but right now the other person is taking a nice sleep but you are not so it is your responsibility to take a good sleep for your own. Because the next day you also need to do your duties wisely which shouldn't get affected due to this. The other person also might be having many other things to be deal with but they can't tell you, they hide it from you for your betterment. So trust a little bit on that and take care of yourself. Whatever doubt you have on your mind, clear it out.

13:09 Dont know what exactly the mind wants? Understands everything but still gets upset, and hurt with the reality every time. Everyone is there around. Don't know what to do. Thankfully no suicidal or bad thoughts are coming to the mind. But yeah few evil thoughts about a person has cane for some time which is very wrong for a good person like me. I have been watching many videos on the summaries of some great books like habits of a highly effective person, etc. But nothing works when you are stuck up in a situation. I do love my life and am thankful to God for giving me such a beautiful life. But it gets boring and upsetting every time. Don't know why?

07:12 That feeling is very bad. Addition to that no one is there who can understand it. You try to explain it to someone but they do not understand. It is not their fault because they will be seeing life from their perspective. It's your life. You have to work on it. I have watched many inspirational, spiritual videos but none helped. You are thinking good for the person that if they understood life will be super good. But as they have a strong belief about their point of view that cannot change. Also, they have developed these for many years so they might have a strong belief that what they think is only correct. It takes time to accept something from outside. Also, they have been encouraged by so-called people that you are great and all. Thus their confidence level is extreme. It's fine but they are an important part of your life. You wish well for them but they can't see. So maybe if we can just leave them. When the time will come they will realise. Want to do something....