Welcome to the Fictional World of Aditya Pooji Chauhan(through stories, questions, statements, etc.)

01:22 Ok, so the day might come. That I have to decide which side to take elder brothers who is correct as per the worldly aspect or the parents who are correct as per the traditions on the topic of the third person. God, please give me the strength to fight these. Also, I have to get attached to that person which is so hurting me. Go please save me from that also. God, please do the right thing when needed and give me the strength to fight for the right thing. Thank you, god, for everything. 10:57 It is tough. It looks like you cannot live without that person. But trust me you will have to. Because if they love you truly they will be there for you if anything important needed. Otherwise, for every day they might not be. If they do not love then you will have to forget it anyhow. Try not to use Snapchat or Instagram until you feel recovered. You think that talking with them for a minute or two will be enough. But they couldn't take out time. I mean like for some time days, or 

16:57 I don't understand what is happening? What is correct and what is not. No one is there with whom you can talk. I mean like what I would talk that I am not understanding anything. On top of that my cloud computing coursework has been stuck. No one can understand you. What you are going through. It's tough to describe. Don't know when I will get the solutions to the problems which I am not sure for real or just my overthinking. Do just I need a person to talk or I want just that one person. I am not able to figure anything out.

 16:51 It's tough. Why you keep thinking about it again and again? They have moved on. Why can't you be? They are happy in their life and you wished that only. But you miss it so much that you get disturbed. You keep getting hurt. They have been practical by nature since the start. Now they have left you dry. It has gotten hard. On top of that, you cannot easily discuss it with anyone in the house. They did not say but still, you get pressurized with your age and unemployment. You are confident that you will do great in life but not possible in the current time. For that, the patience needed to be there with parents as well as the child. Because the child also might be going through which is tough for it. It might be easy for you or unwanted but it might be the biggest devil for the child. So please look out for them and at least if you cannot help them so don't say anything to them. You have fought with your loved ones for them and now they have left you for their loved on...

 17:17 This is tough! When you have no one to whom you can go to. You do have family and friends but they are in their own struggle. Also, you cannot share everything with anyone. This breaks you down and of which the only solution is to lay down for some time but that also you cannot do due to your responsibility. You have to stay strong and fight by working on daily chores. Also, you cannot make anyone understand about it. Because they will not understand it as they did not have it experienced in their life. So you only have to fight it till the end. It's your only expectation they will say. But you are real that's why you are experiencing the pain. Yes, you do not have any passionate ambition on which you can work effortlessly. But hold on there strongly. This will pay and you will get good days ahead. Right now after writing down my thoughts, I am feeling a little bit relieved. So if you have any friend or family member go up to them and take it out or else like me write it...

00:43 Don't know where life is going! One day you are happy with what you have, the other day something is missing from your life. When it will get over? Everything is fine in life. But still, it feels something is not there. It gets boring. Hope everything falls into place and the day comes where you even don't have the time to think.

03:49 Not able to sleep. Slept for many hours in the afternoon the day before. Many thoughts going on. Am I doing this thing right? Am I on the right trackway? I am empathizing with people. But no one empathizes with me. This mosquito is not allowing to sleep. When a person does a little bit also, I get so much into that person. Don't know why? They do a little bit and then you are ready to do many things for them. You do for them. For some time they give so much attention to you but then they are gone. They are busy in their life. They have their priorities. Now you genuinely love them so much whatever the relation must be but they just don't care about you. They do but you are at a lower position in their priority list. Can't leave them. Can't stop thinking about them. Goals are big in life. You know the destination, but can tell anyone properly, exactly. Don't have the path to follow. It is like you need to start then automatically doors will open. Let's see ...

00:46 O God please save me from this problem. It is very hurting. Due to the person, it is hurt they don't care. Please give me a person in my life, with whom I can love and share my feelings openly. Please lord please save me from this trouble. I want to do something meaningful. But why every time I am stuck into it. Please Lord, save me. Thank you for everything. But please release this.

 23:22 Watching Peshwa Bajirao on TV. Talk with the elder brother, but no solution. Trying to overcome mental problems. How the other person can be so selfish. For some time they give so much attention, then after some time, they will have their priorities. They do love and care but their feelings get changed with time. As there is no option right now other than to get in touch with that person. The mother told not to increase the relation but the brother somehow has already got into it. I also joined him in the thing. Now I am facing many difficulties overcoming with the attachment. We just had a good intention for any person along with the same person but they couldn't see it. They are happy in their life, but you are getting disturbed with it.

Kantado ave yar. Mummy nu saru vichare pan e mane khijvay. Koi samje ni salu mane. Koi ne vat kare pan ni samje. Ghare thi ghanu pressure lage yar. Em pachi paacha kei ke amne kai nathi joytu ane em darroj takor mare vacho kai karo. To pressure automatically build up thai. Apni duty bane mummy pappa ni help karvani pan salu eloko potanu j joi ne kam sope. Apne karye to pan sambhdave. Ben nu pan saru vicharye pan e pan have yad ni kare. Eni pachi gamti paristithi avi gayi etle ema busy. 

13:36 1 min mate evu thai ke chal snap moklu call karu. Ne next moment pachi em thai ke apanne j thai. Apne samajye pan ketlu hara. 14:10 Salu mummy pappa kem samje ni jara pan. Eloko potanu j joi. Potana je kam te mahan. Pote moti top ane chhokraone su samje tej khabar ni pade. Aje 2 march 2021 chhe avnara varas ma maro samay avse tyare hu elokone batavis ke jena par tamne asha ochi hati ke shekelo papad ni tute te su su tode chhe. Potanu badhu pehla chhokrao nu badhu pachi. Atyare pela vicharone laine mental health sari nathi etle thodu vadhare manas suve to emne vandho chhe. Avnara varaso ma jyare emna par vitse tyare pehla to ganavis ke pappa kem tame suya karo chho. Ane pachi hu samjis emne. 15:20 Yad teri ayegi mujhko bada satayegi. Are yar kem evu kare. Samjava j mandelu ke have apne hati gayela priority ma. Kam hatu tyare sudhi darroj vat thati. Have badhu fine back to normal etle tame kon bhai. Badhanu vicharvama saru karvama apni methi marai gayi. Chhodo badhane bhog...