Welcome to the Fictional World of Aditya Pooji Chauhan(through stories, questions, statements, etc.)

 07:33 I just had a thought why do petrol pumps have a roof? Maybe because the customer could not get wet. Cause the only need is to have the petrol station from where the customer can get their vehicles filled. Other than that it might be supplementary that they provide space.

 11:00 Every solution to the problem is out there in front of me. I just need to accept it. Yes, it still hurts every time I start thinking about it. I just need to stop thinking about it anymore so that it could not hurt me. But automatically comes up. Sometimes it gets very lonely from the inside so the mind tends to bend over it and hurting over and over. We need to stop it gradually. 17:44 Dont know where to start from. Many things going on. Can't decide what is right or wrong. Whom to talk to about everything. Am I doing this right? No one is there to whom we can look up to. Everyone in life is elder than me but can't go to them taking my problems to. Hope I will be there for whosoever need me in their life. Also, the real world out there might not be safe for me for which my parents and brother have kind of overprotected me. 

21:23 I have kind of given up watching vlogs, youtube videos, playing PUBG, watching episodes on Netflix or any movies just to forget that memory of that person. I don't know why the mind automatically keeps on reminding us of that person who doesn't care for us or there is no more for us whom we considered our one. They have hurt us in every way and if we will keep in contact they might more. They have portrayed their characteristics every time by blaming you. They do have their life. they say it is their priority which we understand but for some time when they kind of needing emotional support they have been looking for it from us but now they have everything they do not need us anymore. We did many efforts for keeping in contact with them every day but they are busy in their life enjoying happily while you are struggling every moment of your life. But you still by forgiving them every time you understand them and go back to them asking to talk with you which is not worth it ...

 13:17 Don’t know what is happening. Unable to figure out anything in life. Many things going around. How to forget the one who is not there for us anymore. It is very tough to move on. But the answer would be we have to. This problem has taken so much time since a long time and still going on. Why can't we just simply forget everything that happened? Because it was us only who was giving the efforts in the relationship they were just being practical about it. Now they have moved on and they are happy in their own life. So just as we wish happiness for them we have to move on. Hope we get healed soon. 

09:00 You have to do it on your own. No one can help you at a point. People will come and go. If they left or you left them let it be. You will feel like you have made a mistake but no which you will realize after a time. So hang in there. Try to enjoy nature, songs, listen to music, spend time with the family or friend that is nearby!

 11:11 I dont understand what to do and what not to do? What is right and what is not? Many things going around. Maybe I am just fooling myself. So I need to listen to the solution of the problem and work on it. No one is there who could give me what I expect. It might be my mistake also that I don't know what exactly I want. But still, I try to define that I need some attention, care and love from anyone in this world - friends, family. But no one could understand my condition and on top of that, they will solution according to them which I know and I don't want. So hope this all thing comes to an end soon. I am neutral from the inside. I am happy with everything, but suddenly a wave comes regarding any problem, and my mindset gets destroyed. The wave is not the problem but the hurting due to it is the problem. The pattern or habit of it has been in me for a long time, so now to change it will require some time to not get disturbed by anything. Hope it happens soon.

 12:09 How to determine whether we are toxic or not? If someone told us something should we just hear it out or should we not. They might not give us chance to hear out. They might be toxic I guess. I don't understand what to do. The brain automatically processes few things which we might not want but we have to train them somehow. Every human being might see their own things. So can it be called selfish or not?

00:30 This is a tough phase. You have to do it on your own. You want to tell anyone and actually, you tried but you know that no one will understand. So you have to come out of this obsession problem. You try your best to be happy at the moment. But the hurting thing just comes up automatically in the mind every day or let's say every moment. So you have to fight that battle very hardly. Hope that you get it out soon. It can take days or months or years to just come out of that problem which would be nonsense for the world. But you just need to hang up there and one day you will overcome it! 11:50 I wish only good for the persons who have hurt me in every way. Yes, from my side it might be my attachment or over-expectation but still, I just wished good for them. But it has been very hard to get over the obsession for each person. Though they insult or not behave in a good way every time I go towards them, they might behave properly a few times.