It's like many things are going on here. I do not know how to deal with it. The family is playing an important role in it. How to make it happen? I am not able to understand that what is the exact problem? Is it the freedom? Is it like the family does not allow you to do work on your own. In my brother's case, it is like opposite he loves being at home unlike me whereas I like staying in the hostel doing everything on my own. Here it feels congested. I do not know what is the path to work through it. How can I change my perspective? I have visited home for a week and it is getting very difficult to spend time here whereas in the hostel it is comparatively easier for the time going. Also, there is a situation with me where there is a person in the hostel with whom I am interacting more but unable to understand if I can progress more on it or not because there is an age gap of 7 years. Let's see where this goes and how it goes. I am totally blank on what to do in the situation that is coming towards me.
So the solution that came is that you need to ignore other things and focus on being okay with the situation around you. Try to find out a reason or something in which you can be occupied. Thus which will bring you happiness other than which you need to struggle through the day with the things around.
Thankfully Touchwood I have got a nice job at PMO consultancy where I get involved and busy which lets me be engaged along with income which is being brought every month in the account through which family is also being helped. I am unable to describe or understand what exactly should be the solution to the exact problem before understanding the exact problem. Hopefully, there should be some solution ahead for me. Also, there are a lot of questions around for which there is sometimes difficulty in getting the answers to it. YouTube has also been playing an important part in making my life happier in some ways.
Let's see where the life takes.
There has been a long day in between many confusions. Life is super good but still, there are many questions around it of which there are no exact answers but still love life in one or another way.
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