22 Mar 2021

 16:51

It's tough. Why you keep thinking about it again and again? They have moved on. Why can't you be? They are happy in their life and you wished that only. But you miss it so much that you get disturbed. You keep getting hurt. They have been practical by nature since the start. Now they have left you dry. It has gotten hard. On top of that, you cannot easily discuss it with anyone in the house. They did not say but still, you get pressurized with your age and unemployment. You are confident that you will do great in life but not possible in the current time. For that, the patience needed to be there with parents as well as the child. Because the child also might be going through which is tough for it. It might be easy for you or unwanted but it might be the biggest devil for the child. So please look out for them and at least if you cannot help them so don't say anything to them. You have fought with your loved ones for them and now they have left you for their loved ones. Yes, they are your well-wishers and so are you. But the difference is they do not respect other things, culture, etc. but you do. Also, I cannot share it with anyone because it is the same. But it is what it is. You get disturbed with it with almost every passing moment. Why is it so? I have tried to watch many motivational, inspirational videos but no solution. I have tried to share with my elder brother. He would support me but then once in a while he will say that why are you stuck in it. I am not able to understand what exactly the problem is? When it will get solved?

17:04

When they needed you, you were there for them although they have many friends. But now when you need them they don't have time for you. For some time they were wishing for you, you by doing your best were there for them. But now when you try to contact them they get disturbed, they don't have the strength to talk with you. They don't have time for you. Why God do this with the good people?

17:54

You have to get out of it. You only can make your life better. No one has taken responsibility of your life. Yes it is a bonus that  you have family and friends in your life. But at last you only have to decide that you want to make your life miserable or happy. Yes you are experiencing pain. It is there but you don't have to let it affect your future. So take charge of your life and make it good.