11 March 2021

03:49

Not able to sleep. Slept for many hours in the afternoon the day before. Many thoughts going on. Am I doing this thing right? Am I on the right trackway? I am empathizing with people. But no one empathizes with me. This mosquito is not allowing to sleep. When a person does a little bit also, I get so much into that person. Don't know why? They do a little bit and then you are ready to do many things for them. You do for them. For some time they give so much attention to you but then they are gone. They are busy in their life. They have their priorities. Now you genuinely love them so much whatever the relation must be but they just don't care about you. They do but you are at a lower position in their priority list. Can't leave them. Can't stop thinking about them. Goals are big in life. You know the destination, but can tell anyone properly, exactly. Don't have the path to follow. It is like you need to start then automatically doors will open. Let's see how it goes. Hoping for the best in every aspect.

14:54

For some time they will show so much love and affection, but then after they will leave you to hang out dry. It is so much tough. Yes, it was something from your side but it innocently loved only. But they misunderstood it. Now they have their boundaries to be set. Hope it gets cleared out.