Memories

10:33

Memories flood back. You cannot focus on the present. You get disturbed cherishing the good memories with that person. But as of now, the person has changed so much they have got their priorities straight. In that, you are now not accommodated in that one. They are now hurting you more and more only. But you only think of them as good like they might be having some problem, they are not expressive, they still love you so much, they will someday prioritize again. But everything is incorrect because if that person has to do it has been done. The person is quite happy in their life so you do also have to learn to be happy with what you have without asking for that person. I know at times it feels too tough and you cannot get out of it very easily. But you have to forget them and enjoy every present moment you have which I know you aren't able to enjoy easily. Thus slowly we have to learn no matter what because if not it will ruin our life only. I am not able to enjoy the chirping sound of the birds which are very beautiful. Top of everything that hurts is that you have your family around but you can depend on them for any emotional support because you know that they will not understand. Actually, you might have tried telling them but you won't have gotten any solution. Thus everything depends on us only. I know that sometimes very negative thoughts might come to life but you have to live for that one day when you will enjoy everything to the fullest and you will be happy then forever.