Family Issues

18:01

Ok so dont know what the problem is in every family, but there is. I don't understand one thing that why everyone can stay together happily whatsoever family they are in. I think that's why the person looks for a person who can be special for/to them outside the house. Because they can't have much expectation from the stranger, so the person will definitely be more than expected loving and caring. Sometimes I don't understand why everything is happening. Some would say it is karma and everyone will observe it now or in future. Pain is tough. Everyone is observing it in different ways, so the least we can try is to be good with the ones who don't care and then we got hurt. So we also start becoming practical for the world keeping aside our emotional behaviour.

21:54

Time is passing by. I want to do many things but due to parental pressure, I feel like I am not able to do few things. They are not forcing me much for doing anything. But still, it feels a little bit from them the expectation or what word can be given to it.

11:58

Why it happens to me? Also it cant be said that there was a problem with the person because for some time they felt for me but they have their priorities and responsibilities ahead of them so they obeyed it, that's why there is nothing wrong with it. It was me who get involved more than them and get hurt every time by expecting from them. Hope I get a person or I indulge with anyone whom I can love and loved back in any form of relation like friends, family, relatives, siblings. I don't know what exactly the problem is and if everyone at any stage observes it. I am trying my best to be involved in the daily activities and not get hurt by anything but it just comes up automatically in the mind. Yes, they were different for some time then they got changed is only their problem otherwise it is totally on me that I get hurt every time.