Loneliness

 

• It’s tough when you have no one around. In office, you do not have any friend with whom you can enjoy their company. You are giving out many efforts in everything. But the day goes sad. You start expecting from anyone to whom you have given or are ready to give lots of love and care. But the other person always is practical or believes only in formality. Thus, I am bored or rather I would say I am tired of these things. I try to make everyone happy. Be playful with all and apart from that hear some not good things from few. But still hold up strong thinking when night will come and will be only with myself and will watch vlogs or movie or series and my mind will get occupied with it. Thus, the temporary solution to this problem every single day. The main problem starts when there is less work to do otherwise when work is available, and I am busy there will be no time to look around and it will be good. But this world’s people do not like much to spend time with and the ones with whom want to spend they do not want to spend time with us. Don’t know when this problem will get over. Hopefully get someone with whom it feels good every single moment. Why there is no people around with whom can feel good. It is like to always fight with the prevailing situation. One day hopefully when this will come to an end, and I will be happy for the whole day. I would not have to be dependent on anyone to be happy. Please God make my life happy and stop playing around or else make me so strong that anything does not affects me.