Corporate World, Family, Job, Good Times, Fruitful, Past, Memories

 This is too much. One lead from the office is saying that I am providing excuses for work. Whereas the thing was that I already have done the work and handed it over to a team member. Now he has the access to the folder but he did not add the entry even though I told him earlier. Apart from that the other lead usually tells me that I have been making not proper things and making fools of everyone. Here I am working very hard on the project taking much work on hand. I don't know when this will be fruitful but I am doing the work. Also out of the Gujarat office, everyone is good and knows me well. They are good to be dealing with comparatively but it is what it is. I don't know when the prayers will be answered and I will be being happy with everything. Every day I have to tie myself with that once reaching home I will be watching some videos or movies and later will get happy. In real life, it is very tough to live with someone happily. My parents and elder brother have done very much for me but I cannot work well enough with or for them. I cannot work much. In the job, I am working by taking precautions. I am working so much in every area making sure that nothing goes wrong. Now everything does not rely on me otherwise I would only have done the job. This relies on other people working in the different areas thus without which I cannot take a step further. But I know that it will be fruitful someday in some way. Waiting for it. I think the final happiness will be once we have enough money where we can sit idle, meditate or spend time with family. Until which we will definitely have to work hard. Hopefully, that day will be soon. Nowadays I am realising that I have forgotten many things from the past but sometimes it gets memorized how I dealt with difficulties, thinking and made here where I am today. Yes, this will also get past and finally, there will be happy days.