colleague, fall, love, obsession, god, family, parents

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 It hit me today again for a person who is just a colleague, who doesn't knows me before 11 months at all. I just have worked along. This thing is repeating in my life with those who shows some compassion or helpful nature, I started falling for them expecting them to give me endless love, etc. Also falling for it everytime has been very bad for me especially the obsession. Thankfully touchwood now I have it a lot under control but I have to tied my happiness with a series or a movie to watch at night after everyone sleeps because if they do not then I cannot do anything in peace. What is the feeling, I keep falling for each ones. Hey god please solve this asap because I have been through a lot everytime. Thank you for everything but still a little relief with this and happiness along will be super good. Also we went to big house with all family members along with whom our family does not get easily ahead, but still it is difficult. O god please give me the nice life which I am looking out for very soon. Once parents and brother goes in the room then I can be in peace with something to divert my mind rightly else it is very difficult playing with thoughts now and then.

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