Emotions, friendship, girls problems, degrees, money

 Currently going through a lot of emotions - lack of money, lack of friendship and that too with others. Still trying my best and doing much better coping with it by focusing on youtube videos and/or movies/series. Thinking of a person trying to be getting used to others and making them concentrate on us. Thinking that others will notice our efforts and love and care but it doesn't happen at all. Therefore I would say to focus on your career gathering money and making your personal brand which will give satisfaction and happiness in the end for sure. Currently, I have completed two degrees bachelor's in computer engineering and a master's in data science but I do not have them with me as a hard copy. Although there is a proper virtual copy of my bachelors talking about a master's degree left with one course to be completed and a report to be submitted I do not want to face it all. There are so many things going on but then we decide to go with a few essential things only like work and daily fun time. Currently, I am doing great at work on the PMO side which is project management. There must be few who are not good with people skills where as I am good at it super much following up with them and making it friendly for all so that the work is being done on time.

I had been facing girls' problems for a long time, I would say getting attached to them and thinking that they will expect you for spending time with them. During my bachelor's, there was this girl who was the same but at that time I didn't know anything and was looking for a brother and family and studies and career, therefore, kind of ignored it thinking about what to do. Actually, it is so because, in the end, it will only give you money making to spend on things which will help your family and you. It is like you have to spend time with them but there is so much pressure on you with different duties and responsibilities I would say whereas there are few boys who manage these things very well and they have developed a great friendship which I think I or many faces complexity or inferiority kind of thing. Let's say there is a way to face it by focusing on the things you need to work on which will help you in future. Right now also it is like I want to earn so much money that I and my family do not have to think about a few things whether that could be bought with the money or not. There are so much of emotional problems occurring with it.