It is like feeling scary due to a person whom you feel like friend has threaten you about he can damage you through different ways but you have been strong in front of him. You have felt friendly with him in a different strange place. He felt bad when in talk I have used certain words unintentionally but he took it personally and got affected. Thus what is my mistake and on top of that I stop talking with such person who get offended by something silly and dont have much conversation with it. He himself has called me 2 times and then I might have said such words and he got affected. Thus whose fault is it? If you are having problem with me then why would you call me out. I do not like to have any talking or any sort of conversation with you. It gets scary when it comes to you and your family. Now a solution to it which I have brought is that I have done nothing wrong then why should I be worrying about it. I always have been progressing with good intention for all, they should be affected by their deeds. Lets see hoping for the best. I do have my busy life where I am researching on YouTube, constantly looking out for some sort of solution through motivational and inspirational videos and connecting with family.
It's like many things are going on here. I do not know how to deal with it. The family is playing an important role in it. How to make it happen? I am not able to understand that what is the exact problem? Is it the freedom? Is it like the family does not allow you to do work on your own. In my brother's case, it is like opposite he loves being at home unlike me whereas I like staying in the hostel doing everything on my own. Here it feels congested. I do not know what is the path to work through it. How can I change my perspective? I have visited home for a week and it is getting very difficult to spend time here whereas in the hostel it is comparatively easier for the time going. Also, there is a situation with me where there is a person in the hostel with whom I am interacting more but unable to understand if I can progress more on it or not because there is an age gap of 7 years. Let's see where this goes and how it goes. I am totally blank on what to do in the situati...
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